Saturday, January 28, 2012

About Science 有關科學


C.S. Lewis 在他的 《The Screwtape Letters》有這麼一段資深魔鬼Screwtape對小鬼Wormwood交代要如何對待一名基督徒患者的教導:(C.S. Lewis 在前言中要讀者記得,魔鬼是撒謊成性的,並非Screwtape所說的每件事,甚至從魔鬼自己的角度來看,都可以拿來當真)。


感謝幾個世紀以前,我們在人群中所下的功夫的進展,使得他們在習以為常和眼見為真的情況下,無法去相信不熟悉的事物。繼續堅持給他灌輸事物的平凡性;最重要的一點: 不要嘗試拿科學(我是說,真正的科學)去對抗基督教的信仰。科學會正面的鼓勵他去思考他不能觸摸或看見的事實。在現代物理學家中,已經發生了幾個可悲的案例。

假如他必須搞科學,讓他搞經濟學或社會學;不要讓他脫離這可貴的“現實生活”。最好就是不要讓他讀科學書刊,但給他一個大的總體思維─他無所不知,而且每一個道聽塗說所得來的,都是“最新研究的成果”。千萬要記住:你的任務是把他搞糊塗。

從你們年輕無知的鬼話中,誰都會認為我們應該給你們好好的教導。

Thanks to processes which we set at work in them centuries ago, they find it all but impossible to believe in the unfamiliar while the familiar is before their eyes. Keep pressing home on him the ordinariness of things. Above all, do not attempt to use science (I mean, the real sciences) as a defense against Christianity. They will positively encourage him to think about realities he can't touch and see. There have been sad cases among the modern physicists.

If he must dabble in science, keep him on economics and sociology; don't let him get away from that invaluable "real life". But the best of all is to let him read no science but to give him a grand general idea that he knows it all and that everything he happens to have picked up in casual talk and reading is "the results of modem investigation". Do remember you are there to fuddle him.

From the way some of you young fiends talk, anyone would suppose it was our job to teach!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

神的美善


The Divine “goodness” differs from ours, but it is not sheerly different: it differs from ours not as white from black but as a perfect circle from a child's first attempt to draw a wheel. But when the child has learned to draw, he will know that the circle he then makes is what he was trying to make from the very beginning.

C.S. Lewis 在他的 《The Problem of Pain》有這麼一段:

神的“美善”和我們所謂的美善不一樣,但並非迥然不同:這個不同點,不像黑白的對比;卻像一個完美的圓圈,和一個小孩子第一次試著畫一個輪子的差別。等到這個孩子已經學會怎麼畫,他會發現這時他所畫成的圓就是他最開始試著去畫的。

Friday, January 20, 2012

心想事成


"Everyone who wishes it does. Never fear. There are only two kinds of people in the end: those who say to God, ‘Thy will be done,’ and those to whom God says, in the end, ‘Thy will be done.’ All that are in Hell, choose it. Without that self-choice there could be no Hell. No soul that seriously and constantly desires joy will ever miss it. Those who seek find. To those who knock it is opened."


C.S. Lewis 在他的 The Great Divorce》裡說了這麼一段話:

不用害怕,每個人都可以心想事成。

在終了時,只有那麼兩種人:

一種人對神說:「願祢的旨意成就。」

另一種人在終了時,神對他說:「願你的旨意成就。」所有在地獄裡的人,都是往這邊挑的。沒有這樣的自我選擇,可能就沒有地獄。

沒有一個一直存心渴望喜樂的人會得不到喜樂。尋求的必找到,敲門的必得回應。

Saturday, January 14, 2012

老朽


郵差送信時,順便塞了一張紙條:“下星期一前把信箱修好,否則自己到郵局拿信!”我同意,郵箱的木頭柱子,在土裡的部分已經腐朽到不行了。
1989年蓋新房子時,我們要求建商在屋前,用蓋房子的磚頭砌一個有氣派的信箱。不岀一年的一個週末晚上,信箱被人用鐵鍊栓著,用卡車拖倒在地上。我沒有目擊這個惡行,這是憑著007的觀察判斷結果。街仿好友安慰我,他認為是有人倒車不小心撞倒的;下一個週末,輪到他的信箱,也不小心被撞倒了。
我決定去Walmart買一個便宜的信箱,能用就好了。未岀兩三年的一個週末晚上,這個謙遜的信箱,被人用球棒揍得面目全非,我也沒有目擊這個惡行,只是憑著觀察判斷得來的結果。這回,我自己用一根木頭,在正大門前挖個洞裝上去,這樣安穩的過了17年。
星期三下午,在原地的旁邊挖了一個17英吋深的洞,碰到了地下的石頭層,夠深了。星期四買了一包幾乎要搬不動的60磅的混凝土,風大又冷到攝氏零下幾度,不能幹活。星期五下午,鋸了53英吋長的木頭,用了一半的水泥灌漿,再把老信箱裝上去,40分鐘完工。
今天(星期六)5:30起來看台灣大選的結果,但是覺得全身酸痛,上下都不對勁,後來只得再去睡個回籠覺;自省的判斷結果 ─ 這個人也是老朽了。

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Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Virtue 美德

關於有人作出一個獨特的正直或中肯的行為,和一位正直的翩翩君子之間是有差別的。有人不是網球高手,但偶而也會打出一個好球。一個所謂的網球高手,他的眼神,肌肉和反應都已經被訓練到毫無疑問的可以打出無以數計的好球。他們有某種的氣質或品質,甚至於他不打球的時候都可以被感受出來;正如一位數學家的心念,當他不在研算時,他的心思一直都有某種特有的習慣和觀感。同樣的,一個人堅忍不拔的持續作出正直的行為,最後會得出某種性格的品質。現在我們所謂的“美德”,就是這種品質,而非那些特出的行為。

There is a difference between doing some particular just or temperate action and being a just or temperate man. Someone who is not a good tennis player may now and then make a good shot. What you mean by a good player is the man whose eye and muscles and nerves have been so trained by making innumerable good shots that they can now be relied on. They have a certain tone or quality which is there even when he is not playing, just as a mathematician's mind has a certain habit and outlook which is there even when he is not doing mathematics. In the same way a man who perseveres in doing just actions gets in the end a certain quality of character. Now it is that quality rather than the particular actions which we mean when we talk of "virtue."


** C.S. Lewis in "Mere Christianity"
英翻中 : by Bill

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

買賣股票

Date                Open    High    Low     Close   Volume          Close
12/29/2011      13.86   14.15   13.81   14.03   1,686,700        14.03 
12/22/2011      14.12   14.55   14.08   14.46   1,849,400        14.46
12/13/2011      14.10   14.21   13.51   13.68   2,345,500        13.68
12/09/2011      13.90   14.40   13.90   14.24   1,216,200        14.24
12/02/2011      14.44   14.99   14.33   14.77   9,168,700        14.77
12/01/2011      13.60   14.49   13.56   14.22   4,832,600        14.22
11/30/2011      13.30   13.75   12.91   13.73   4,125,000        13.73
11/23/2011      12.80   12.82   12.46   12.61   2,767,500        12.61
11/21/2011      13.08   13.28   12.86   13.00   3,713,000        13.00
11/17/2011      13.88   13.93   13.20   13.31   4,186,900        13.31
11/11/2011      13.88   14.41   13.78   14.39   2,970,000        14.39
11/10/2011      0.10 Dividend
11/09/2011      14.13   14.21   13.34   13.39   3,980,400        13.29
11/08/2011      14.52   14.90   14.44   14.64   4,720,700        14.53

在11月上旬,與吳老師母女吃中飯時,她們問我:「Blackstone Group (BX) 在$14時可不可以買?」我不假思索的回答:「當然可以。」如今過了近兩個月,我願意與大家分享實際的一段紀錄。

11/09/2011 buy 1000 * 13.91  12/02/2011 sell 1000 * 14.88 net $950
11/09/2011 buy 1000 * 13.37  11/11/2011 sell 1000 * 14.19 net $800*
11/17/2011 buy 1000 * 13.46  12/01/2011 sell 1000 * 14.29 net $810*
11/21/2011 buy 1000 * 12.91  12/01/2011 sell 1000 * 13.93 net $1010
11/23/2011 buy 1000 * 12.51  11/30/2011 sell 1000 * 13.54 net $1010
12/08/2011 buy 1000 * 13.91  12/09/2011 sell 1000 * 14.24 net $310*
12/13/2011 buy 1000 * 13.71  12/22/2011 sell 1000 * 14.52 net $790*
12/29/2011 buy 1000 * 13.81  01/03/2012 sell 1000 * 14.64 net $810*

 *from the same account, $13,370 made $3,520 in 55 days

11/09 BX 從$14塊半掉進了$14以下,我記得告訴過她們的話,所以用$13.91買了1000股。為什麼跌了?不知道。明天就要除權,給每股$.10的每季紅利。下午跌得更低,非常高興的找另一個account,再買了1000股,每股只花$13.37。最近咭咭咂咂的這個危機,那個危機,好像天要塌下來,我相信總有高個子會先頂著。

11/11 什麼有解決危機的方案了?我也不相信。已經賺了$100的紅利,兩天再賺個$800就夠了,不要迷信賺滿$1,000,太貪就吃不到。沒想到真要氣我,真的可以賺到$1,000。市場就是如此捉弄人,習慣就好了。至於另1000股為什麼不也一起賣掉?慢慢來,誰也不知道明天會是怎麼樣?

漲不上去又開始掉了,希臘總理有點像阿扁總統,還在耍弄政治手腕,揚言要把歐盟幫他們解決國債的方案付諸公投,把國家的危機當自己政治生涯的轉機。11/17 同樣的account又買回來1000股。跌跌不休,11/21 很高興的再買1000股 $12.91,11/23更高興的又買1000股$12.51,不知道是誰在不惜血本大犧牲?

希臘國會總算把阿扁總理幹掉了,希臘問題圓滿大結局11/30, 12/01, 12/01, 12/02大清倉,每一筆都賺到該賺的。你或許要問,買到那麼便宜的,為什麼不多賺一點?不是我不想多賺一點,每個當下永遠是=、或>、或<誰也不知道下一刻會是怎樣?

希臘問題以後,又來個義大利問題,義大利不是問題以後,又來個歐盟整體的問題,老中圈子裡面又有陳文茜問題,我真不知道陳文茜有什麼問題;好像也有2012世界末日的問題。只有小民每日照樣買賣股票,啊!風浪太大,在陸地上也暈船哦!